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-Christian Missions/Prayer Homes​

-Certified Raindrop/Vitaflex Specialist ​

-Intermediate Herbalist

_Young Living & Doterra Essential Oils Distributor​​

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1Thessalonians5:23​

"NOW MAY THE GOD OF PEACE SANCTIFY YOU COMPLETELY,  AND MAY YOUR WHOLE SPIRIT AND SOUL AND BODY BE KEPT BLAMELESS AT THE COMING OF OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST."

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ZION'S COMFORT is a Christian Family based ministry/business that has a heart for God, knowing Him and making Him known, Worshiping Jesus Christ in Spirit and in Truth {John 4:23} and establishing prayer/mission homes to be av​ail​able for individuals, mission teams and families to do just that in the Nations. 

Zion's Comfort recognizes that apart from God we can do no good thing. The Nations will be judged according to the way they have treated Israel.  It is our prayer that the Nations come to the knowledge of Jesus Christ and the way in which they may Glorify God in the earth and protect the apple of His eye, Israel. Zion's only comfort is the knowledge of God through the work of the Cross of Jesus Christ. 

Zion's Comfort also recognizes that all healing flows from God and it is God's desire that we be whole in our body, souls and spirit. This is His gift to us accomplished by the work of Jesus Christ through His death and resurrection. We declare that Jesus Christ is Lord, He is God come in the flesh and that no person may know God except through knowing and receiving the Son, Jesus Christ. 

We believe in the use of God's medicine found in natural foods, herbs, oils, anointing with prayer and the laying on of hands.

God is not willing that any should perish and neither are we. 



Raindr​op/Vitaflex Technique

With Young Living Essential ​ ​Oils ​

Raindrop/Vitaflex Techniques are administered with the use of ​Young Living oils to enable the body to function as God intended and effects every system of the body for optimal wellness.


I am a Young Living & Doterra Essential Oils Distributor

Essential Oils have become a way of life for myself and my family. We have experienced for ourselves the benefit of using oils for health, wellness, prevention as well as cooking and cleaning. Gods word says that the Life is in the blood Leviticus17:11

and the Leaf or Herb is for your medicine Ezekiel 47:12

Essential Oils are the Blood or Life of the Leaf/Herb

they are Gods provision for mankind for wholeness without harm.

Go to www.youngliving.com or www.Doterra.com to learn more or contact me

If you decide to become a member of young living you may use my member number as your sponsor and join a team that will be happy to support you on this journey to wholeness.

Member #1996994 for Young Living

Member #9961285 for Doterra 

Raindrop is an Essential Oil Application Technique developed by Gary Young to help restore balance in the body and to bring about optimal spinal health. It a non-invasive, gentle massage technique that utilizes a number of essential oils applied to the spine and feet, it is an hour long session that will assist to detoxify your bodies systems and promote wellness

I have been certified under CARE to administer both raindrop and vitaflex techniques 

Contact for an appointment today

980-989-0332

SERVICES​

RAINDROP/VITAFLEX TECHNIQUE

1 HOUR SESSION

125.00/100.00

Group Classes

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CHRISTIAN MISSIONS

PRAYER/PRAYER HOMES


BEAUTY  FOR  ​A​SHES



​LOOKING FOR BEAUTY IN A WORLD OF HATE

NOVEMBER 21, 2022​

 ''TO GIVE THEM BEAUTY FOR ASHES, THE OIL OF JOY FOR MOURNING, THE GARMENT OF PRAISE FOR THE SPIRIT OF HEAVINESS, THAT THEY MIGHT BE CALLED TREES OF RIGHTEOUSNESS, THE PLANTING OF THE LORD, THAT HE MIGHT BE GLORIFIED.'' ISAIAH 61:3


" I AM THE ROSE OF SHARON, THE LILY OF THE VALLEY." 

SONG OF SOLOMON 2:1-3


''BUT LET YOUR ADORNING BE THE HIDDEN PERSON OF THE HEART WITH THE IMPERISHABLE BEAUTY OF A GENTLE AND QUIET SPIRIT.''

1 PETER 3:4


''ONE THING I HAVE ASKED OF THE LORD, THAT WILL I SEEK AFTER; THAT I MAY DWELL IN THE HOUSE OF THE LORD ALL THE DAYS OF MY LIFE, TO GAZE UPON THE BEAUTY OF THE LORD AND TO INQUIRE IN HIS TEMPLE."

PSALM 27:4


''SPLENDOR AND MAJESTY ARE BEFORE HIM; STRENGTH AND BEAUTY ARE IN HIS SANCTUARY.''

PSALM 96:6


The World and all that is in it can be under the sway of the evil one when a person chooses darkness over light and death over life, evil moves in. In the darkness nothing can grow, live or thrive.  Hatred, violence, neglect, the suffering of a lost world is painful to watch, 

                                                     to listen to, 

                                                         to dwell among. 


''AND HE RESCUED RIGHTEOUS LOT, GREATLY WORN OUT AND DISTRESSED BY THE WANTON WAYS OF THE UNGODLY AND LAWLESS.'' 2PETER 2:7


'"AND DO NOT GRIEVE THE HOLY SPIRIT OF GOD, BY WHOM YOU WERE SEALED FOR THE DAY OF REDEMPTION." EPHESIANS 4:30


Sin grieves the Holy Spirit of God, Sin grieves the man or woman of God that is filled with the Holy Spirit.

We are to hate evil just as God hates evil.

But like Lot how do we stand in a world of hate, a world of sin, darkness, rejection of all things Holy, without despairing? How do we find peace, sanctuary, BEAUTY in the midst of this fallen world.

We fix our gaze on JESUS... We behold the beautiful One, we train our eyes to stare hard at the Beauty of the Lord. It really is a discipline...in these dark times. In a world of over exposure to corruption, sin and perverse ways...we must fight to see Beauty, we must fight to seek out 

                                                          the good, 

                                                                the true 

                                                                    the light.


''AS FOR ME, I SHALL BEHOLD YOUR FACE IN RIGHTEOUSNESS; WHEN I AWAKE , I SHALL BE SATISFIED WITH YOUR LIKENESS." PSALM 17:15


''FINALLY, BROTHERS, WHATEVER IS TRUE, WHATEVER IS HONORABLE,

WHATEVER IS JUST, WHATEVER IS PURE, WHATEVER IS LOVELY, WHATEVER IS COMMENDABLE, IF THERE IS ANY EXCELLENCE, IF THERE IS ANYTHING WORTHY OF PRAISE, THINK ABOUT THESE THINGS.''

PHILIPPIANS 4:8


Beauty in the Face of God, 

 the face of a child, a loved one, colors, forest, waves, silence, rain, home, nature...

Behold and seek out beauty to soothe and comfort your soul.

AND...

''BEHOLD THE LAMB OF GOD WHO TAKES AWAY THE SIN OF THE WORLD.''  JOHN 1:29


''AND WHEN THEY LIFTED UP THEIR EYES, THEY SAW NO ONE BUT JESUS ONLY.''  MATTHEW 17:8





​REJECTED  OR  PROTECTED

0CTOBER 23, 2022​

 The Lord God said, "Since the man has become like one of us, knowing good and evil, he must not reach out, take from the tree of life, eat, and live forever." So the Lord God sent him away from the Garden of Eden to work the ground from which he was taken. He drove the man out and stationed the cherubim  and the flaming, whirling sword east of the Garden of Eden to guard the way to the Tree of Life.

Genesis 3:22-24



Does it seem cruel that God would "banish" Adam and Eve from their God Home, the Garden of Eve....just for their disobedience? Just for one sin?  This reality offends many, causes them to be upset with God's ways and pits them "against" God and "for" sin.  AHH the art of misunderstanding and once a misunderstanding remains, deception sets in and a false belief is born. Misunderstanding divides the best of friends and destroys the strongest of marriages. When I misunderstand the motive and ways of another I lose sight of the good, of the love intended by them. When my view is veiled by woundedness, fear, anger, obstinence or pride I can not see clearly and I misunderstand them. Then based on my misunderstanding I judge them, I am hurt by them, offended and  our relationship is altered. And if I do not love them enough to pursue the truth, to pursue them, our relationship will begin to crumble. 


All relationships must be based in Truth and Love, without this foundation the relationship is doomed. Our relationship with God, the one, True, living God, Jesus Christ is Holy unique in that 

God is Truth and God is Love.

He is the Foundation of our relationship with Him, He can not fail us...

Only we can misunderstand Him...only we can move away from God. He is Eternal, THE fixed point in all of our lives that never moves or changes. He is OUR HOME. In Him we live and move and have our being....apart from Him we are nothing. 


So, were Adam and Eve "banished"? Are we then Banished when we sin?

It would seem so IF we misunderstand who God is.

But God is LOVE and TRUTH, so all He does is right and for our good.

In the Garden there were 2 trees, the Tree of the knowledge of good  and evil and the Tree of Life. The Tree of life was available to them to eat from freely, the Tree of the knowledge of good and evil was the ONLY tree they were forbidden to eat from: "But you must not eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, for on the day you eat from it, you will certainly die." Genesis 2:17

The only Tree the serpent tempted them to eat from was the only tree God told them not to. Satan tempts us to eat of things from which we will surely die. He never tempts us to do good, but he does tempt us to do the seemingly harmless, he does tempt us to question the truth of God, the motives of God. "Surely you will not die...he mocks. He tempts us to believe God is keeping something from us..."God knows when you eat it your eyes will be opened and you will be like God." 

Surely Eve could have waited, could have gone to God who walked with them daily and asked Him to clarify. But no, sin always has an urgency to it, a tense build up and need to be satiated ...and on a basis of misunderstanding, of questioning the heart and motive of God...they all fall down. And the serpent retreats, satisfied, to leave them alone with their guilt and shame and to face the one they betrayed. Sound familiar? The repetitive cycle of temptation, lies, choice and fall. It is the plan the devil has for you. The eternal hunt for more, empty promises, accusations against God and a life left alone in shame, guilt and hopelessness.

BUT NOT GOD...He comes to them, He talks with them, questions them. Of course He is disappointed....but not surprised. He lovingly clothes them, covers their shame and guilt. He doles out the just punishments (consequences) of sin. And as if this is not enough He "banishes" them?

 

No, No He does not. He protects them from themselves...

You see there are still  2 trees in the Garden and now if they return and eat of the Tree of Life in their now fallen state...they will live forever in their fallen state. And this is NOT God's plan for man. Man must not eat now of the Tree of Life.

"He drove man out and stationed the cherubim and the flaming, whirling sword east of the Garden of Eden to guard The Way to the Tree of Life.

So, NOT banished but protected...kept from eternal death in a fallen state and preserved until the coming of the Son of God, Jesus.

Jesus, alone, would be the WAY to the Tree of Life. And through Him, through His sacrifice on the Cross and by the protective covering (clothing) of His Blood would man again be invited to Eat from the TREE OF LIFE.

You see LOVE and TRUTH in God always makes a way for reconciliation. His love always protects and always gives Life and never fails.

God does not banish or reject anyone from His Kingdom, all are welcome to come, when clothed in the shed blood of His Son Jesus. God makes a WAY HOME by sending His Son to Save all who are willing to come home on His terms, by obeying His ways.

God is misunderstood by multitudes...and many live in broken, banished relationship ...but it wasn't God that moved He is an ETERNAL FIXED point and we are always welcome HOME.


Understand HIM, Love enough to find HIM, ask HIM and trust that HE is good, He is love and He wants you home.


ROMANS 10:13

"All those who call on the Name of the Lord will be saved."


 





 





​ROSE OIL

MARCH 19, 2022

"I am the Rose of Sharon"  Song of Songs 2:1


"Of all flowers methinks Rose is best." Shakespeare


"The Queen of Flowers"


"The desert shall  Bloom like the Rose." Isaiah 35:1

   

  The Rose, a symbol of Beauty, Love, Purity and Passion.


The Medicinal Properties of Rose include:

Antidepressant-Aphrodisiac-Antispasmodic-Anti Inflammatory-

Anti-parasitic- Emmenagogue (aid all things reproductive) hence the Roses association with Love-Sedative-Heart Tonic-Wound healer


It takes the distilling (crushing) of about 12,000 Rose Blossoms to create a 5 ml bottle of Rose essential oil Therefore it is a costly oil...often added to other oils or used in dilution 

Rose Oil holds the highest vibrational frequency than any other oil


   We all emit a vibrational frequency as living beings. The higher your 

Vibration the Higher your Health. And the lower your Vibration: the sicker until death. 

     "The Angel of the Lord would go down into the pool and stir up (vibrate, trouble)the water, and whoever stepped in first was healed of whatever disease they had."  John 5:4

      "The Mountains melt like wax at the Presence of the Lord." 

      Psalm 97:5

Angels dwell in the Presence of the Lord, they are His Messengers.

I have been in the Presence of the Lord and have "shook" or Vibrated with a touch from Heaven and been changed by Him, Healed by Jesus the God of Heaven and Earth...The Earth is altered by His Presence and

Created by His Word...HIS VIBRATION...He upholds all things

 

USES:   To heal a broken heart, to Aid one through Grief and Depression

            Reproductive and Sexual health and wellness

            Brain and Nerve Issues

            Skin Conditions: scars, fine lines, redness

           Emotional 


                   ...JESUS called Himself the Rose of Sharon...

"BUT He was wounded for our transgressions, And He was crushed for our iniquities, the chastisement for our peace was upon Him, and by His Wounds we are healed..."  Isaiah 53

The Rose of Sharon, that symbol of Love, Beauty and healing

that Begotten One, Only Son, Wisdom at Creation , Sinless


 GAVE Himself to be Crushed, Bruised, Marred beyond recognition, Mocked, Scorned., poured out like a drink offering,

 a Fragrant Offering before the Throne of God

                                     CRUCIFIED

For me and you,

Etched our names in His hand with nails, took all our sin and punishment and banished Himself to Hell to PAY our Eternal Fine

He Conquered...He is our Conquistador....He Took back Keys, Ownership, Rights, Us.

                             ...HE ROSE AND LIVES...

and because He lives so can you...and keep living until you see the                                                ROSE

                               FACE TO FACE 

God has left us Glimpses of Himself, Whispers, Vibrations and Echoes...

Treasures hidden...to remind us, to draw us, to woo and to love us. 

Find Him and Be Found


"Behold these are but the outskirts of His Ways,

                            How Faint the Whisper we hear of Him...

Who then can understand the Thunder of His Power?"    Job26:14



 





​ANCIENT PAST

 NOVEMBER 26​, 2020​​

"But Lot's wife, looked back, and she became a Pillar of Salt."

Genesis 19:26


"But one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead...

I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus."  

Philippians 3:13-14   


                                           A PSALM


HOW DO I REACH BEYOND THE THOUGHTS AND WORDS OF MAN


BOXES

            SHADOWS

                              CHAINS THAT BIND

HINDRANCE OF CAGES WE NEVER LEFT BEHIND

BUT

VISIT STILL

FINDING THE OLD FAMILIAR AND TRYING IT ON...

dancing for strangers

THAT ONLY GLANCE OVER THE FRAME---LOOKING THROUGH---

the veil of you        silly girl

NO ONES WATCHING WHAT YOU DO

IM PER CEP TIBLE   YOU

DON'T GO BACK 

DON'T LOOK BACK

YOU HUMAN TURNED TO SALT AND STILLED

GET UNSTUCK

TURN YOUR EYES AWAY FROM THE DESTRUCT OF WORTHLESS THINGS

LET IT BURN TO ASH BEHIND YOU...

FLEE     FLEE     FLEE

NOW...WHILE THERE IS STILL TIME

GO     GO     GO  

NOW...INTO THE NEW AND PRESS ON

INTO THE BEAUTY OF HOLINESS 

INTO THE ANCIENT OF DAYS

INTO THE CHANGELESS ONE CALLED LOVE

INTO THE MOVEMENT OF HIS ENDLESS SONG

AND BE STUCK NO MORE...

a psalm by, Suzanne Dornan


"I LIFT UP MY EYES TO THE HILLS. 

FROM WHERE DOES MY HELP COME?

MY HELP COMES FROM THE LORD, WHO MADE HEAVEN AND EARTH." psalm 121:1-2


"AFTER THIS I LOOKED, AND BEHOLD, A DOOR STANDING OPEN IN HEAVEN!...COME UP HERE, AND I WILL SHOW YOU..."

revelation 4:1


"THOSE WHO LOOK TO HIM ARE RADIANT,

AND THEIR FACES SHALL NEVER BE ASHAMED."

psalm34:5

 


                          KEEP MOVING FORWARD

                      KEEP LOOKING UPWARD

              

               BEHOLD THE LAMB OF GOD WHO TAKES AWAY

           THE SIN OF THE WORLD...


To some it is hard to not look back, like Lot's wife, letting go of even the worthless, destructive things in our lives, homes, hearts...seems impossible.

But faith, can take us beyond ourselves, beyond our known, our familiar and press us into the new and unknown. You have to fall before you fly. And you have to know that God's Heart is good, pleasant...He does not leave us in ash heaps of ruin or in destructive environments...He makes a way of escape if we are willing to walk through it. But walk we must, moving forward being drawn to the ONE , we can not remain in a place meant for destruction, for we were made for more than that. 

We were made into the Image of the One that upholds all things...so be brave, be strong? Be weak and Afraid, but move on...He's there 

        

                              THANKSGIVING DAY 2020

                        BUT IN ALL THINGS GIVE THANKS

                           


"DON'T BE THE CANCER CELL"​

DO YOU EFFECT  OR INFECT

 NOVEMBER 20​, 2020​​


Jesus said, " I am the door. If anyone enters by me, he will be saved and will go in and out and find pasture. The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have life and have it abundantly. I am the good Shepherd."  John 10:9-11


Cells are fascinating things, tiny, microscopic universes created  by God and coded with instructions on what to be, how to function, bearing a God given purpose and identity. One cell as an individual might seem insignificant and unable to effect a change in say an organ, an individual or a species. But if that one cell that is equipped with a genetic code, a message to pass on, and that cell alters the code...then EVERYTHING is effected. The code becomes faulty, the message is skewed and a distortion occurs. It gets passed on to others and gives way to a mutation. One cell with a distorted message can cause a widespread mutation that leads to the death of the organism.

 

Did you know that there are gate keeper cells and caregiver cells in your body?  Literal checkpoints at a cellular level, gatekeepers, doors.

When a cell or many cells become damaged or altered or confused about their identity these gatekeepers inspect them and decide if the cell can be repaired or if the cell just needs to die, in order to protect the rest of the organism. These cells are the P53 cells, they are the tumor suppressors, the Caretaker genes, the Gatekeepers. (P53-makes me think of ISAIAH 53) They suppress the growth of tumors, inspect cells at the replication phase and decide if they need DNA repair or if they need to destroy themselves through a process called apoptosis. These cells are what helps to sustain life and health in the body. If they become damaged then mutations can occur and spread. Like a bitter root springing up and defiling many (Hebrews 12:15)....a corrupt code in the DNA...an altered message...a false doctrine passed on. One cell slipping through and you may get a cold, if the invader is specific you may get tonsillitis, pneumonia ect.. As the body recognizes the problem it goes to work to remove and destroy the invader and to heal. A virus on the other hand works much like a demon...it has no body of its own, it needs a host to live and function through and  it needs a place to replicate itself so it can then multiply and grow. It has no real purpose or plan, Just Lie to the cell or host to get in, then alter the DNA, change the code, Steal their identity and make it into its own and pass it on to others until the host is Destroyed.  Remember, "the thief only comes to steal, kill and destroy...John 10:10  "He is a liar and the father of lies", John 8:44 

   Each cell  has a receptor site that decides what nutrients or particles can or can not get in.  These receptor sites protect the cell, but can become damaged by disease, poor diet, toxins, vaccines and trauma. This damage causes the gatekeeper to allow things in that do not belong, it no longer can discern the good from the bad.  Left unchecked or not treated disease sets in, deformities occur, chronic pain and misalignment alters the host. Help is needed at this point a "reset", a "Detox" , a cleansing. This is one of the reasons I am a fan of natural health, essential oils, herbs and Raindrop massage. These God given things help to heal our bodies, cleanse out the toxins, and restore proper function to a body and mind. Raindrop and the oils used literally cleanse and scrub these receptor sites, and restore the DNA message to its intended God given code. Bringing wellness, and alignment. Restoring cells to do what God created them for. I am also a fan of Jesus, the Door, the Truth and the Life.

His word implanted saves us, James 1:21.  His word is health to our bones and renews our minds. Jesus aligns us with God and removes the hindrance of sin and death to restore us to receive the health and eternal life that God longs to give us.

I am ever in awe of God, He reveals His ways everywhere. I can think I am studying cells and I see God's imprint, I can utilize oils and herbs and there is God having created these things from the beginning to take care of us and give us medicine. His gospel is written and coded into creation, His Breath is breathed into mankind, In Him we live and move and have our being. God open our eyes to see you, open our ears to hear you and our hearts to celebrate that you uphold all things. And everything you have done is good.

So, dear reader, you be the good cell, play your part, have a Godly effect on the cells around you. Be a gatekeeper and a caregiver. Set up the checkpoints and only let in the good, replicate only the healthy and remove the deeply damaged or altered parts and messages. Test all things to the word of God. And take care of your body, it is the temple of the Holy Spirit, for God to fill and work through. Eat the good and fill your cells with the things God intended them to have. And DON'T BE THE CANCER CELL , one cell altered by a lie can mislead the many and effect the DNA of an organism, of a body...I am so happy that God makes a WAY to restore all things to His original purpose.

Be blessed, Be healthy, read the word of God, implant it in you.

Use herbs, essential oils, get a Raindrop and contact me for more info. about any of these if needed.  







​WHAT  ARE YOU BREATHING?​

 OCTOBER 21, 2020​​

"And the Spirit of God was hovering over the face of the waters."

Genesis 1:2b

"The Lord  God formed the man of dust from the ground and breathed into his nostrils the BREATH OF LIFE, and the man became a living creature."

Genesis 2:7

"They heard the sound of the Lord God walking in the garden in the cool of the day."

Genesis3:8

"For we are to God the Fragrance of Christ among those who are being saved and among those who are perishing."

2 Corinthians 2:15  


Aroma, Savour, Fragrance, perfume, incense, are all referred to multiple times in the bible. God is often soothed by the fragrance of an offering. We breathe in the breath of Life at our birth much like Adam in the garden. Jesus Christ is the Fragrance of life to those that are being saved and a stench of  death to those that reject Him.  We are naturally drawn to a fragrance or repulsed by it. Living, vibrant things draw us and beckon us to live , we can only imagine the incredible scent of life in the Garden prior to the entrance of sin. A scent only to be recaptured in Heaven and at times is captured in the midst of true worship.

So what are we choosing to breathe? If breath is life then I want to play on the word as more of an environment. Everything you take in is like breath, everything you surround yourself with and everything that interacts with your senses you breathe in. Since God is the Breath of Life He is present with us in all these things, whether we acknowledge Him or not. But if we become more conscious of His Presence, His Breath, will we not be more thoughtful in our choices. Can we honestly give thanks to God for each thing we "take" into ourselves. Is it good for me? Is it pleasing to God? Does it edify and build up, is it Life giving? We can ask ourselves this about what we breathe, eat, see, hear and touch.    

God states in Deuteronomy 30:19 , "I have set before you life and death, blessing and curse. Therefore choose life, that you and your offspring may live, loving the Lord your God, obeying His voice and holding fast to Him, for He is your life and length of days..."

If He becomes the filter for everything I allow to affect me, if He filters everything I breathe , eat, touch, hear, If His Presence is my Practice then I too become a Breath of Life to those around me. I too become a Fragrant offering that soothes God and draws those being saved to the father. 

SO BREATHE, JUST BREATHE

TASTE AND SEE

LISTEN AND OBEY

CHOOSE LIFE 

Hold everything up to the Light of the World, Jesus, and only keep the good. It's a challenge I know, our present world is fast, angry, cheap, decaying ...but if we slow, if we become still, if we worship with every act of our lives...those that are shaken will be drawn to our peace, those    that are hungry will come to eat, those that are choking will BREATHE...

Choose well, so that you and your children might live.

   






​WHO'S YOUR TEACHER?

FEBRUARY 15, 2020​​


Had an image the other day during prayer, 


I saw a man younger than me and he was wearing a white garment, he had many tools and weapons attached to himself making it difficult for him to walk and move, I was sitting on the floor as one to be taught by him., my hands held onto something that he had given me. Just then the Lord entered also clothed in a white robe but without any attachments. He reached lovingly toward me and gestured toward my hands, when I looked down and opened them I saw dirt and maggots fall from them (it represented the teachings I was receiving) and eating of.  He started to draw me to Himself and said, 

"You can stay and eat that or come with me and drink living Waters and eat manna from Heaven."  He then sat me at a desk in my own bedroom with a lamp and a bible, He shut the door and closed us in. He began to teach me with the Spirit of Truth and Revelation... 


This is the scripture that came to me,


1John2: 27   "But the anointing that you received from Him abides in you, and you have no need that anyone should teach you. But as His anointing teaches you about everything, and is true, and is no lie-just as it has taught you, abide in Him." 


Teachers have a place and purpose in life, but since the establishment of the New Testament, we that are born again have been given a most precious gift--The Indwelling of the Holy Spirit. The third person of the Godhead, has come to dwell within us!!! Can we just try to comprehend that? Not an outer covering, not a temporary anointing for a moment or a season, BUT the personal indwelling intimate union of God  dwelling in us by the HOLY SPIRIT. Never to leave us or forsake us, A Comforter, who will lead us into all truth, and reveal Jesus to us, teaching us all things, and interceding to the Father on our behalf.  This Gift is something Angels long to peer into. This is why Jesus can say, "Be Holy as I am Holy", this is why as much as I enjoy a good teaching, revelation or preaching, It can NEVER compare to what I have been given by God, the eternal Gift of Himself as the HOLY Spirit living in me and transforming me into a new creation. This is why our time with God should far outweigh our time in a building hoping someone else might give me a bit of their leftovers from time they spent with Jesus?? I don't want maggots, left over day old manna...I want the fresh Bread of Life fed to me daily from the Holy One. 


Beloved, do not rely on another for what only God can give you. 

those that seek Him will find Him and will never be disappointed...     

 



 


2020 VIS​ION

JANUARY 1, 2020​

IT'S TIME TO SEE


Then the Lord answered me and said: "Write the vision and make it plain on tablets, that he may run who reads it."  Habakkuk 2:2


"Where there is no VISION, the people perish." Proverbs 29:18


"And there was a rainbow round about the throne, in sight like unto an emerald." Revelation 4:3


"And the Lord opened their eyes, and they saw." 2Kings6


"And their eyes were opened, and they knew Him." Luke 24:31



THE WEDDING GARMENT

DECEMBER 19, 2019

"They divided my Garments among them, and for my clothing they cast lots." John 19:24


"But the tunic (garment) was seamless, woven in one piece from top to bottom and they said let us not tear it.... "


"But when the King came in to look at the guests, he saw there a man who had no wedding Garment. And said to him, "Friend how did you get in here without a Wedding Garment?" Matthew 22:11

"For the man who does not love his wife but divorces her, covers his garment with violence..." Malachi 12:7

Revelation 19

"It was granted to her to clothe herself in fine linen, bright and pure;

for the fine linen is the righteous deeds of the saints."

Garments are important, meaningful and tell alot about a person...

This Garment of Jesus' stands out in scripture, God draws our attention to it.

Jesus had lived a full 33 years on the earth, tempted as we are, yet without sin. He is found to be an acceptable sacrifice for the sins of the world, spotless, male, without blemish... God finds it important enough to mention His Garments... Seamless, Woven, in one piece from top to bottom. Even the corrupt, cruel and indifferent soldiers are stopped in their hasty greed to acknowledge its value and not tear it...how ironic...as God Himself is just above them bleeding out, naked, and yet He covers them in their sin.

Garments, Jesus' garment is seamless...one piece...valuable.

I have always had an image of the soul since I was young as a fine linen veil, easily moved by the gentlest of breaths. When I sinned i pictured it stained and darkened, until I repented and it was cleansed again. 


When living in Ireland, standing in the rain, alone, just outside the restaurant I had been sitting in a moment earlier, answering a phone call, a thin glass pane separating me from the sod fireplace warmth, the safe whole world of a moment ago, the one I would never really get back to...I stepped out to hear the voice on the invisible line, a voice of anguish..."He's dead, they found Alan dead in his bed..." unsure I heard correctly, hoping I did not...I have the nerve to make the anguished one repeat himself...As he speaks the words again I have the image of a man standing 5 feet in front of me, he is snickering and holding a shot gun, at such close range he can not miss his mark...my garment is blown to bits as the words hit me and I am shot through.  It is hard to breathe with holes in ones soul, I never return to that warm room of fire and friendship, Oh I go back in to retrieve my friend... but I am not breathing, the room is cold, indifferent filled with strangers eyes peering into my gaping soul...my wound so fresh and bleeding it shows...we don't tend to the blown through soul, we distance from it as if it might stain our own...

My friend takes me home...a soul changed

(the day I learned of the loss of my stepson)


We all have shot gun blast at close range moments in life...some of us more than one, from which we believe we shall never recover. How does such a fine, frail garment ever recover??

Garments, tattered, worn, frayed, yellowed, stained, patched, altered, shot gun blasted, sold, exchanged, returned, shredded, marked, bloodied, blackened...How do we go to the wedding, the marriage supper of the Lamb, in these???

The King says we cannot enter without the wedding Garment, Jesus' Garments are whole and in tact on his day of Presentation...He states the Bride has made herself ready, it was granted to her to wear fine linen, bright and pure. What do we do with our tattered, shot gun blasted souls?

WE EXCHANGE THEM

I'd like to exchange this garment please.. yes, it has had violence done to it, yes, I sinned infinitely while wearing it, yes its been altered, no that won't wash out, I tried everything....and the Servant King just smiles He claims your filthy garment like some ancient sought after prize, like a prodigal child...and then he adorns you anew... in white, shining, brilliance, of fine linen, whole, woven in one piece from top to bottom, seamless...without charge. And He holds yours like a newborn, like a lost friend home like a lover restored.

IT IS FINISHED

The old has gone the new has come...it is an endless exchange: my filth for His beauty, my brokenness for His wholeness: my nakedness for His covering.

Blessed are we to be invited to the marriage supper of the Lamb, He has prepared everything, as we clothe ourselves in Christ Garment we may enter in, whole, pure, seamless...

I am convinced Jesus has a trophy room, of tattered, shot gun blasted souls, in glass cases...named and dated, and this is the day (insert name) came to me and gave me their precious soul garment and became mine forever...

SEE YOU AT THE WEDDING, I'LL BE THE ONE IN FINE LINEN, BRIGHT AND PURE.      

  


BE IT ONTO  ME...

January 1, 2019

"And blessed is she who believed that there would be a fulfillment of what was spoken to her from the Lord." Luke 1:45​


God does not speak things and then not fulfill. His word becomes flesh [John 1:14] and accomplishes all He intends. [Isaiah 55:11] From a very young age I knew I was a missionary. I knew I was His and I was called to the Nations. [Jeremiah 1:5, 9-10] I have lived this in part but not in its fullness. But now, the fullness of time has come...

We are given gifts from God, promises, talents, seeds...planted deep within, waiting...being Nourished, protected, hidden and developed in the dark and through circumstances of time and life. Some mature faster than others and are presented early in our lives, OH, we say, that just comes natural to her/him. And that gift is just in us a part of who we are, be it athletic, artistic or musical. But other talents develop over time, through trials, fire and pressure...and are brought forth in the fullness of time...GOD'S TIME. 

 Let all of your life shape and prepare you for the fulfillment, God waste nothing. Joseph was prepared in a pit and a prison, the apostles as fishermen, David as a shepherd, worshiping in a field. We can never doubt in the dark what God has spoken in the light. HE is FAITHFUL AND TRUE [Revelation 19:11] and never disappoints. He has not forgotten you or me or us, GOD REMEMBERS [Genesis 8:1] and fulfills, have faith and wait for Him to act...


2019 A NEW YEAR

A FULLNESS OF TIME YEAR